Monthly Archives: June, 2013

7.) Random Access Memories (RAM) (Red)

remember me when it’s not convenient
tell me you want me now, and mean it
I want you each day a little more
I wanted you before we met
you have that affect
unfamiliar territory, I want to explore
your mind, body, soul, give me the tour

the one random memory we created
takes me to a time where we dated
you know me from another time
I only want to know you as mine
help me forget every woman that isn’t you
and I’ll be the good man you never knew

Go ahead girl, access these memories
tell me, do you see
you and me, the way I do
you on me, me on you
No reason for you to wait
access the memories we create
get carried away
in our moment in time each day

Seduce me, tease me
invade and consume my memory
flashbacks to what you used to be
before you ever knew me
show me what you’re thinking
I’ve been sporadic in your mind
give me this moment in time
remember our time together
and remember me forever

we frequently forget ourselves
to feel the touch of someone else
we dream to forget that void
we dream to fill that void
remember me, don’t dream me away yet
experience me, then dream away regret
of the memories we never had, then forget


6.) Fill My Prescription (Red)

I miss you even when I’m with you

cause I know before long

you’ll soon be gone

and I’m forced to hold on or move on

I just want to feel the touch of your skin one more time

give us a chance, I want you to be mine

I already miss the touch of your lips

I miss the way I felt when we kissed

Will you please fill my prescription

it’s your kisses that I’m missing

would you be

my lady, my baby

be everything that drives me crazy

Cause without you

I’m going through withdrawal

I miss you

I’m climbing up these walls

Babe give me a dose of your all

cause without you, I’m about to fall

I crave your body

I crave your mind

baby, give me your time

tell me, you’re mine

and I’ll be just fine

withdrawal symptoms disappear

when you are there

you get me so high

everything becomes so clear

what am I suppose to do

when I run low on you

can’t you see what I’m going through

I need more of you in my life

I know you’ll make it all right

you’re the right amount of everything I need

everything I want, all I could ever hope for

so much about you to adore

5.) Poison (Red)

I see the way you look at me

I’m already hooked on you

You’re just too beautiful

I want to ruin you


I want to make your hair a mess

I want to get you out of that dress


I catch the scent from your neck

close my eyes and envision your silhouette

kissing every erogenous zone

girl, I just want to take you home

some place we’ll be alone

where I’m free to roam your body

no interruptions to stop me


take it off, I want it baby

tease me, drive my crazy

with your body I want to explore

give me some, then give me more


from your ear to cheek to neck

working my way down, you’re already wet

I’m ready to put in work

cause baby, we’re going to work

all over your body

seclusion, your needs

I’m the solution

I love your every curve

let me satisfy every nerve

kisses down the arch of your back

to the arch of your feet

sexy the way you react

fade to black as our lips meet


your poison that shoots up my veins

every time you say my name

intoxicated from your kisses

everything about you, I’m addicted

seduce and entangle my every need

with your poison from which I feed


4.) Love You Right (Red)

she can’t give me a dime
but I don’t even want a penny
she can’t give me her love right now
but I already have plenty
she lets me know, she’s in repair
I tell her, baby, I’ve been there
I’ve been there too many times before
I know your heart hurts, the pain is cruel
but no way I’m gonna abandon you
you do have a friend in me, you’ll see
someone to rely on, another shoulder to cry on
Time will reveal where it is we are to go
right by your side, together we will grow

I’m gonna love you right
every day, every night
every word that you speak
from your lowest to your peak
I’m gonna embrace every flaw
every blemish, I love it all
brag about your essence
take pride in your presence

I love you right now
In this moment, we own it
I’m gonna love you right, show me how
I’m gonna love you for a lifetime from right now

Even if it rained on our wedding day
it would still turn out the way I prayed
still standing together, still exchanging vows
I want you forever from today, I want you now
with every second passing
you are my passion
in this chaotic world we live in
this is our new beginning

so let’s dance to the music no one else hears
let them watch, cause we don’t care
surrounded by the chaos as it unfurls
it’s you and me in our own world

3.) It Doesn’t Have to Make Sense (Red)

Babe, it doesn’t have to make sense

but in my life you remain relevant

I just want to treat you right

all day, all night

walk at your side

not ahead of you

cause I’m no better than you

you and I are equals

two perfectly flawed people


I take your hand

and hold you close to me

I am the man

who wants to make you happy

even though we’re lost in a cloud

where the world around us is so loud

pulling you this way, and me that way

everything about you still makes me proud

to have you as my lady

even though we drive each other crazy

cause we have our crazy days too

I’m so glad they are with you


What good is a good thing

if I don’t let you in

don’t be shy my dear

don’t ask why, we just don’t care

It doesn’t have to make sense

as long as I’m your heart’s resident


let’s face it, I’m not your type

but I want you tonight

you know I’m a good man

who plans to treat you right

so why fight that feeling in your heart

when we are apart, we fall apart

let’s just start, to fall in love

and float like the clouds above

you don’t know me, I don’t know you

but I find you so beautiful

I don’t think we understand each other

more of a reason for us to be together

so that we can learn

and fuel our fire as it continue to burns


2.) Our Lips First Met (Red)

Take you out on your birthday
we were just friends
or at least we tried to pretend
but remember how our first date ends
remember where we first began
I’ll never forget
I’ll never regret
the day our lips first met

For months before
we’ve been dancing in circles
you didn’t want to hurt me
I never thought to hurt you
such little attention I paid to you
but still remember the day you called me un-date-able
you thought of me as off limits
but eventually that mentality ended
all of our resistance expended
I started getting used to you
you saw me as something new

we became so comfortable
you sought me to comfort you
your actions became so flirty
our jokes became increasingly dirty
whenever we would touch
you would always blush
a healthy distraction time after time
busy, but we didn’t mind
we were into one another
we wanted each other
we kept trying
but we never had the right timing

we eventually made time
so we went out to dine
being out on our first date
I’m critical of any mistake I make
I just want to impress you
my curiosity begins to undress you
never realized I felt that way
you must go, I want you to stay
we hug as we prepare to part ways
but we hold on, my hands on your waist
without a thought I pull you closer
my actions have never been bolder
my lips reach your lips, we kiss
and then we kiss again
nothing else mattered in that moment
just the start of something we went along with

1.) Red

your diaphanous tone, sound of your voice turns me on
your sweet lips, I want to place mine on
the curve of your mouth, to your soft skin
your body is where my fantasies begin
your hazel eyes, your long hair
capturing the essence of your stare

passion, love, lust
surrounding us

your scent, so sensual, sends my mind elsewhere
something so sexy about you that seems unfair
gently tease your neck, I just want a taste
your head to feet, I just want to taste
let me invade your space
let me love you gently
dare I say your flaws are plenty
you have the most perfect imperfections
something we both embrace
your style, your heart, so filled with grace
let me lay with you in bed
make my blood rush from head to head
you are my passion, my desire
the fuel, the lighter and my fire

With you, I only see Red

Prologue to Project R.G.B.

Coming Soon!

Project R.G.B: The RGB Era is my most ambitious and focused collection of lyrics and poems to date. It examines the progress and free-fall of an interpersonal relationship that intended to become something more. It explores how I became a victim of my pride and determination, consumed and blinded by an unwillingness to fail, and how a perceived notion of mutual interest can be so manipulative and devastating. The writings are composed from real experiences and raw thoughts, with some parts fueled by imagination/fantasies of what “could of been”. The project started as a few lyrics, just a way to vent, and it evolved into a large collection that served as a way to purge the system of unanswered questions, and uncertainties. It was a necessary closure, It is the end of an era.

RGB has a dual meaning. It was originally named after the subject to temporarily organize the writings, but the idea of incorporating the similarly named color model sparked the theme that now defines this project. Each color represents a collection of emotions, thoughts and moments experienced during the rise and decline of this relationship. Red represents the passion, the lust, love, and all the desires felt and sought after in this particular courtship. Green highlights the envy, greed, selfishness, turmoil and confusion between the mind and heart during the period of the relationship. And Blue expresses the sadness, disappointment, heartbreak and acceptance of the failure of a relationship that had great potential. This is not a story, but rather an inside look of the progressive emotions and thought process experienced during a particular relationship.

Starting June 24, 2013, a new post will be published each day for the next 3 weeks until the entire project has been posted. A listing will be created for the project showing the chronological order in which the lyrics/poems are meant to be read. Thank you for taking the time to read and experience the RGB Era.

A reminder for us all



everyone’s always talking about karma
this and that
it’s coming for you
so watch your back
but what happens when it comes there way
they whine and cry and pray
not understanding
why this is happening
oblivious to the wrong they do
the pain they put others through

They get what they got coming
then their mind starts running
a little too late
to correct the mistakes they made
carry the burden of regret
but no sympathy from karma
you get what you get

what goes around
comes around
A lesson constantly unlearned
until life takes a turn
in a direction they don’t want to go in
then the complaining begins
and then the canary sings…
“I am a good person”
“why is this happening to me?”
“I don’t deserve this”
but of course they can’t see
that they are so selfish
so filled with greed

life is a balance of give and take
but make no mistake
the time will come
where everything you’ve done
catches up with you
karma is nothing more from the beginning
than a reflection of your lifestyle and decisions

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