you’re so worried you’ll lose your friends
but you will lose me in the process
because we can’t make mends
why are you so scared?
why are you worried?
after all of these years
don”t you think we would be prepared
why can’t we commit?
why do we bullshit?
we have so much chemistry after so many years
our relationship is not that of our peers
but if you choose me
you lose them?
why is this our current situation?
Think by treating me the same as everyone else
you are protecting yourself
I’m not just another friend in your life
so don’t think that’s what is right
or is that you can never love me?
something about me is so ugly?
are you just kind for kindness sake?
is any of this real or is it all fake?
tell me failure is not our fate
we are so loving and playful
so why can’t I date you?
do you hate me? or do you hate you?
do I lack depth?
is it our time together, you still regret?
or am I not tall enough? what is it?
can I call your bluff?
cause there’s no reason it should be so tough
not when we mean so much
you’re going to lose me if you don’t choose me
we both know that this day was coming
can’t forever chase a heart that keeps running…
so return to me
or just murder me
cause I don’t want to live without you
I can’t face a world without you in it
not for one minute
not without you in it
our time, maybe you can, but I can’t forget
so I can’t give you up yet
without giving up on everything else
without losing myself