Desperate, Love

Just a means to no end
I forget that we’re not just friends
but lovers who like to pretend
we’re strangers in love
and I can’t love you enough
I can’t love you, it’s too much
so much that we do together
all the times I wish were forever
never do I think of you
look what you put me through
the best moments of my life
the cruelty and the strife
I’m lucky to be alive
but without you, how do I survive?

try to fall out of love with me
we can becomes like strangers
forget ever meeting friends and family
you are far too dangerous for my sanity
let’s argue, we’re too good to be true
tell me what we are suppose to do

I’m so desperate for your love
those cold winters, we aren’t cold enough
we’re far too desperate, Love, it will never work
we need a respite from being burdened with hurt

what a waste of potential we are
we’ve come all this way but still remain far
we need to communicate and air it out
the conversations we could do without
but that leaves a mess in the wake of our storm
so let’s be a disaster, as beautiful as ever
let’s fall apart in dramatic fashion, atrophy
a train-wreck, mass casualty
victims of our own circumstances
oh how I love your sinister glances
happenstance all too perfectly crafted to be by chance
everything happens for a reason, life is what we make it
and season after season we continue to fake it

I haven’t known what I wanted since the day that I met you
I can’t forget you and I’m destined to regret the day we met
you know too much about me, some type of stalker
but you got me walking on clouds, Skywalker
life handed us lemons and we made Limoncello
more complexities and possibilities from the first hello
we are such a tease, should of let you go…nowhere
I hold on to you my dear
longer than I should, longer than anyone would
but as bad as we are together, we’re still too good

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Cherry Blossom

she has that orgasmic touch
such a rush, can’t get enough
traditional mixed with a little new age
smart enough to write the news on the front page
Its been years and she still has your ears
her words seduce and reintroduces you to her world
can’t escape the charm of the runaway girl
she is unwillingly desirable
and your lust for her, so undeniable
your reasoning is as toxic as her logic
you’re under her trance and nothing will stop it

cherry blossom, that rose from concrete
the arch of her brows to the arch of her feet
you fall for her smile, her style
you wanna be wherever she is
you want her to make you live

you put her in the back of your mind
but future memories resurface from time to time
you go in and out of phases
her vision is so contagious
you want to see the world through her eyes
you don’t care if it all turns out to be lies
she can lead you to the edge of death
she can take what’s left of your very last breath
her dreams are courageous, she’s the star of the show
her goals moving at a pace that keeps you on the go

her style, her grace, nothing caked on the face
all natural, from head to toe, down to her taste
her body exotic, her mind a bit erotic
some days she’s a trip, a hit of LSD
makes your pulse faster, she’s your ecstasy
she stands apart, special place in your heart
rubs you the right way
with her go against the grain attitude
you don’t want to intrude, but you know what you gotta do
no one comes close and it’s all up to you

True Melody

The curiosity that dances in my mind
makes me want to give you more time
unlocking more pieces of the puzzle
each discovery only brings more trouble
you say you know my life, how could you?
but If I let you in, would you?
get to know me a little bit better
can we get to know each other together?
the heart yearns for someone else
but the mind seems infatuated
everything about you is more than I anticipated
we lock eyes so much, it feels intentional
what do you do? what do I do?
when all that is wrong is right
when all that is true, is everything we don’t do

Tell me, what is your true Melody
confess to me, tell me gently
you have no attachment to this world
so what keeps you grounded
tell me the truths I haven’t found yet

we were liars, just to excuse the days
days where our eyes could never look away
body language couldn’t be more creative
there are so many ways that we never say it
hoping it was a phase and we can forget it
but no amount of pretending prevented any befriending
in the slightest hopes of something more
don’t know the last time a thought about you has been pure
don’t know the last time I wanted it to be
everything we’re missing still remains fiction
this is me wishful thinking without the wishing
if we only saw in us what everyone else sees
it could of been real anytime you wanted it to be

now it feels like I’m losing you to another man
but you were never mine, so never mind
time plays tricks on me all the time
always dreaming of your body underneath mine
I fall behind because I fell in love
but at the wrong time, so what’s the use
you were my muse
but minus the past-tense
cause even now, we have surpassed friends
you are everything I chose without choosing
if I had a choice to show you what you mean to me
we’d already be one for eternity

Pretend it’s Nothing

why does it matter so much that you like me
if I shouldn’t care what you think?
concern myself with impressing you
when your presence shouldn’t even make me blink
why do I want you to notice the small details?
and ignore all the ways I could possibly fail?
why does my mind wonder as much as my eyes?
for you, I will tell all the necessary lies
I try to get your attention without whoring for it
I want to hold it, without mention, hoping that I am a fit
I just want to be next to you, don’t know when to quit

our situations make me dead wrong
for wanting what I’ve wanted for so long
lusting for those times we’re touching
we can pretend it’s nothing
but tell me we’re more than just something

I might be a little too honest
but your appeal keeps me astonished
and I just want to return the favor
I want a taste of your worst behavior
no fear of judgement, no rules
tell me what you want to do
all the trivial acts we could pursue
let’s play games that make you scream my name
and pretend that it’s nothing all the same
continue teasing me the way you do
give me endless reasons to lust after you

try to hide the realness of the passion
don’t worry about feelings lasting
there’s no avoiding that rush when we touch
that satisfaction that is always and never enough
a feeling that fades in when we start to fade out
a mix of everything with a little bit of doubt
on those nights it’s me you’re without
you want what it is I want, a way in
somewhere we can begin
now something’s got you thinking
the truth comes out when you’re drinking
and whenever I’m there something feels right
maybe it should be me with who you end your night

Art of Seduction

I come across your path and I lose it
forgot where I was going, I once knew
but is it ok for me to walk with you?
get to know you a little bit
you intrigue me in the strangest of ways
intelligence in the words you say
what’s your name, can I pick your brain?
from this point on, my life will never be the same
I was good on my own, but now I don’t want to be
i want to indulge in your world, if you let me
let’s start from square one
and build something so strong
that when you leave me, it won’t be so easy

I want the real thing, but I’ve heard you sing
the song of a siren luring men in
you don’t know the power you have
with a mind so in touch with the universe
and a charm that couldn’t be rehearsed
a face with a smile so easy on the eyes
and a figure that brings men to life
you don’t even try and its attractive
time with you is an addictive habit
and I can’t help it, but I don’t want to
there’s an art to being seduced by you

seduce me at your will
use me however you will
cause I will let you, if you will
get to know me and you will
run away with me if you will
and use me as you will
seduce me like you know you will

you are something to be experienced
with nothing left to be desired, except desires of more
of you, like I’ve never experienced you before
each interaction feels just like the first time
I can’t escape that feeling or get you off my mind
and I’m not blind to your flaws
the more I get to know you, I just want it all
I want to touch it all, I’m just ready to fall
forget everything else you got going on
Im the only project you should be on
around you I’m probably never thinking straight
but I want you now, so why should we wait
make me the man you make plans with
let me be the last person you quit

A Different Meaning

I used to have a thing for you
but you were never single
never a time where we aligned
that moment for us never existed
so those feelings, we poorly hid it
we had chemistry for a throwaway experiment
never got to test the hypothesis
no results from the things we never did
but the theory still stands

what if I were your man
things would change but be the same
a different meaning when you say my name
every door would be opened
loving words always spoken
I’d hold you instead of resisting
and know the feeling of winning

Just a little crush went a long way
it could be enough for the time of day
if you could notice me the way I notice you
we only live in dreams now
I want it to stop, but don’t know how
you appear and I don’t want you to leave
false memories that I want to believe
that’s the only way to feel close to you
but takes me further away from getting over you
I still can’t figure you out and that’s what draws me in
there was not suppose to be any interest to begin
but our moments alone, and something grew from that
when our eyes met, there was no turning back
even if we didn’t know it at the time
the thought always lived in my mind

being on the outside looking in
I can’t help but envy him
though we would agree it’s for the best
how does one lay thoughts of you to rest
disrupt the calm in my happiness
life feels like a predictable mess
I like the promise of your crazy
together we are a wreck
but we don’t know this yet
we will always go unchecked
all the possibilities undiscovered
we keep missing one another
and it always comes back to this
what if…we had a different meaning

Good Day

you seem happy and that’s a good thing
glad you found someone you can let in
make sure he sees your light
if he can’t see the reasons you glow
then the answer should be no
love where you’re going
appreciate where you’ve been
take a moment, reflect, take joy in reminiscing
it takes a fool not to know your worth
a coward not to ask why you hurt
and the right man to understand
what’s missing from your left hand
so if I were to steal you away
would you really object, what would you say
we can do everything that’s yet to be done
knowing the best is yet to come

when I don’t get to miss you
when I have no reason to stare
when I have no desire to care
then I know that its true
I just want another good day with you

you’ve come such a long way
appearing more beautiful every day
smarter than you know in an abundance of ways
your presence breathes life
and for you, everyone wants to do right
just to see you smile, such a sight
unscripted and without conviction
glimpses of a free spirit seen within
teases a potential that has no end

the way we run each other down
it’s a pleasure to have you around
gratitude rarely acknowledged
but the knowledge is far from rare
engaged in a rivalry with someone so fiery
our theme, good luck surviving me
I can’t stop staring
I can’t stop caring
we create moments I could never rue
your time isn’t something I shouldn’t look forward to
but who doesn’t want another good day with you