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Cherry Blossom

she has that orgasmic touch
such a rush, can’t get enough
traditional mixed with a little new age
smart enough to write the news on the front page
Its been years and she still has your ears
her words seduce and reintroduces you to her world
can’t escape the charm of the runaway girl
she is unwillingly desirable
and your lust for her, so undeniable
your reasoning is as toxic as her logic
you’re under her trance and nothing will stop it

cherry blossom, that rose from concrete
the arch of her brows to the arch of her feet
you fall for her smile, her style
you wanna be wherever she is
you want her to make you live

you put her in the back of your mind
but future memories resurface from time to time
you go in and out of phases
her vision is so contagious
you want to see the world through her eyes
you don’t care if it all turns out to be lies
she can lead you to the edge of death
she can take what’s left of your very last breath
her dreams are courageous, she’s the star of the show
her goals moving at a pace that keeps you on the go

her style, her grace, nothing caked on the face
all natural, from head to toe, down to her taste
her body exotic, her mind a bit erotic
some days she’s a trip, a hit of LSD
makes your pulse faster, she’s your ecstasy
she stands apart, special place in your heart
rubs you the right way
with her go against the grain attitude
you don’t want to intrude, but you know what you gotta do
no one comes close and it’s all up to you

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True Melody

The curiosity that dances in my mind
makes me want to give you more time
unlocking more pieces of the puzzle
each discovery only brings more trouble
you say you know my life, how could you?
but If I let you in, would you?
get to know me a little bit better
can we get to know each other together?
the heart yearns for someone else
but the mind seems infatuated
everything about you is more than I anticipated
we lock eyes so much, it feels intentional
what do you do? what do I do?
when all that is wrong is right
when all that is true, is everything we don’t do

Tell me, what is your true Melody
confess to me, tell me gently
you have no attachment to this world
so what keeps you grounded
tell me the truths I haven’t found yet

we were liars, just to excuse the days
days where our eyes could never look away
body language couldn’t be more creative
there are so many ways that we never say it
hoping it was a phase and we can forget it
but no amount of pretending prevented any befriending
in the slightest hopes of something more
don’t know the last time a thought about you has been pure
don’t know the last time I wanted it to be
everything we’re missing still remains fiction
this is me wishful thinking without the wishing
if we only saw in us what everyone else sees
it could of been real anytime you wanted it to be

now it feels like I’m losing you to another man
but you were never mine, so never mind
time plays tricks on me all the time
always dreaming of your body underneath mine
I fall behind because I fell in love
but at the wrong time, so what’s the use
you were my muse
but minus the past-tense
cause even now, we have surpassed friends
you are everything I chose without choosing
if I had a choice to show you what you mean to me
we’d already be one for eternity

Pretend it’s Nothing

why does it matter so much that you like me
if I shouldn’t care what you think?
concern myself with impressing you
when your presence shouldn’t even make me blink
why do I want you to notice the small details?
and ignore all the ways I could possibly fail?
why does my mind wonder as much as my eyes?
for you, I will tell all the necessary lies
I try to get your attention without whoring for it
I want to hold it, without mention, hoping that I am a fit
I just want to be next to you, don’t know when to quit

our situations make me dead wrong
for wanting what I’ve wanted for so long
lusting for those times we’re touching
we can pretend it’s nothing
but tell me we’re more than just something

I might be a little too honest
but your appeal keeps me astonished
and I just want to return the favor
I want a taste of your worst behavior
no fear of judgement, no rules
tell me what you want to do
all the trivial acts we could pursue
let’s play games that make you scream my name
and pretend that it’s nothing all the same
continue teasing me the way you do
give me endless reasons to lust after you

try to hide the realness of the passion
don’t worry about feelings lasting
there’s no avoiding that rush when we touch
that satisfaction that is always and never enough
a feeling that fades in when we start to fade out
a mix of everything with a little bit of doubt
on those nights it’s me you’re without
you want what it is I want, a way in
somewhere we can begin
now something’s got you thinking
the truth comes out when you’re drinking
and whenever I’m there something feels right
maybe it should be me with who you end your night

Art of Seduction

I come across your path and I lose it
forgot where I was going, I once knew
but is it ok for me to walk with you?
get to know you a little bit
you intrigue me in the strangest of ways
intelligence in the words you say
what’s your name, can I pick your brain?
from this point on, my life will never be the same
I was good on my own, but now I don’t want to be
i want to indulge in your world, if you let me
let’s start from square one
and build something so strong
that when you leave me, it won’t be so easy

I want the real thing, but I’ve heard you sing
the song of a siren luring men in
you don’t know the power you have
with a mind so in touch with the universe
and a charm that couldn’t be rehearsed
a face with a smile so easy on the eyes
and a figure that brings men to life
you don’t even try and its attractive
time with you is an addictive habit
and I can’t help it, but I don’t want to
there’s an art to being seduced by you

seduce me at your will
use me however you will
cause I will let you, if you will
get to know me and you will
run away with me if you will
and use me as you will
seduce me like you know you will

you are something to be experienced
with nothing left to be desired, except desires of more
of you, like I’ve never experienced you before
each interaction feels just like the first time
I can’t escape that feeling or get you off my mind
and I’m not blind to your flaws
the more I get to know you, I just want it all
I want to touch it all, I’m just ready to fall
forget everything else you got going on
Im the only project you should be on
around you I’m probably never thinking straight
but I want you now, so why should we wait
make me the man you make plans with
let me be the last person you quit

A Different Meaning

I used to have a thing for you
but you were never single
never a time where we aligned
that moment for us never existed
so those feelings, we poorly hid it
we had chemistry for a throwaway experiment
never got to test the hypothesis
no results from the things we never did
but the theory still stands

what if I were your man
things would change but be the same
a different meaning when you say my name
every door would be opened
loving words always spoken
I’d hold you instead of resisting
and know the feeling of winning

Just a little crush went a long way
it could be enough for the time of day
if you could notice me the way I notice you
we only live in dreams now
I want it to stop, but don’t know how
you appear and I don’t want you to leave
false memories that I want to believe
that’s the only way to feel close to you
but takes me further away from getting over you
I still can’t figure you out and that’s what draws me in
there was not suppose to be any interest to begin
but our moments alone, and something grew from that
when our eyes met, there was no turning back
even if we didn’t know it at the time
the thought always lived in my mind

being on the outside looking in
I can’t help but envy him
though we would agree it’s for the best
how does one lay thoughts of you to rest
disrupt the calm in my happiness
life feels like a predictable mess
I like the promise of your crazy
together we are a wreck
but we don’t know this yet
we will always go unchecked
all the possibilities undiscovered
we keep missing one another
and it always comes back to this
what if…we had a different meaning

Good Day

you seem happy and that’s a good thing
glad you found someone you can let in
make sure he sees your light
if he can’t see the reasons you glow
then the answer should be no
love where you’re going
appreciate where you’ve been
take a moment, reflect, take joy in reminiscing
it takes a fool not to know your worth
a coward not to ask why you hurt
and the right man to understand
what’s missing from your left hand
so if I were to steal you away
would you really object, what would you say
we can do everything that’s yet to be done
knowing the best is yet to come

when I don’t get to miss you
when I have no reason to stare
when I have no desire to care
then I know that its true
I just want another good day with you

you’ve come such a long way
appearing more beautiful every day
smarter than you know in an abundance of ways
your presence breathes life
and for you, everyone wants to do right
just to see you smile, such a sight
unscripted and without conviction
glimpses of a free spirit seen within
teases a potential that has no end

the way we run each other down
it’s a pleasure to have you around
gratitude rarely acknowledged
but the knowledge is far from rare
engaged in a rivalry with someone so fiery
our theme, good luck surviving me
I can’t stop staring
I can’t stop caring
we create moments I could never rue
your time isn’t something I shouldn’t look forward to
but who doesn’t want another good day with you

Forbidden Fruit Syndrome

you want what you can’t have
a case of you got it bad
what you lust for
is something you never had before
you want to try it out
test drive a new route
something you’ve done without for so long
desires and thoughts so right and so wrong
longing for something not promised
the internal conflict of being honest
admitting it without any shame
they may be worth the cost of the game
just to get a taste of what glimmers in the flame

she looks better each day from your perspective
she makes you feel a little less neglected
a looker, but off limits because someone else took her
he charms you with his words
he listens whenever you want to be heard
the contact, pure and so sure
makes any relationship a little less secure
temptation is calling your number
and you want to answer in the heat of summer
he sees someone else giving you a good time
and stirs, why can’t you be mine
what good is a status without a ring
imagine what life brings if we were a thing
he wants to get lost with thoughts of you on his mind
subconsciously hoping you give each other the time

the promise of the flesh is so fresh
so fresh in the mind, you think from time to time
craving that rush from the pursuit
you want to make a move, you want to do it
he has who you can’t have
she wants him so bad
look but don’t touch
nothing is never enough
take a bite and indulge in the temporal delight
shortsighted, but this plight, you can’t fight it
there’s just something so enticing
about a chemistry that seems so inviting

play your cards right
and you can have tonight
what you always wanted
enduring your pursuit
of the forbidden fruit

What You Were Before Pt. 2 (Before We Were Anything)

I want my friend, but we are always involved
why won’t your passion for me dissolve
I try to show you my dark side, my flaws
but you just ignore and brush them off
you’ve created this illusion
and our relationship gets confusing
this back and forth, this tug of war
between your mind and your heart
is somehow playing with my heart
I know I don’t help the situation
cause maybe I’m afraid to face it
so I make it easy for you to chase it
but this thing you think we have
it’s not what you want so bad

You aren’t entitled, but embattled
I don’t want to have to
don’t want to break your heart
I’ll love you forever, my friend
but before we were anything
we always had our end

It hurts me as much as it hurts you
knowing I can’t make your dreams true
I know I don’t make it easy
but you’ll continue to blame me
and maybe one day hate me
but maybe it is for the best
if it lets you put thoughts of us to rest
we both play the same games
but with me you say it’s not the same
it’s a shame, took this long to admit it to ourselves
we are both right for someone else

Think seeing less of me will make it easy
but I am not easy to forget, hard to regret
what we once were was nothing more
than a performance we chose to endure
we both chose to entertain
I just happened to be better at this game
I took what you created and did nothing but exaggerate it
I’m sorry for your heart ache, your heart break
but this is not an apology for your conscience mistakes
I admit at times, we were both wrong
but it’s time you stopped listening to this siren’s song

What you Were Before

we are ripe and in season
and how many reasons do I have to give?
for you to forgive
my mistakes fuels your hate
I give, you take, but how much can you take?
don’t ask how much I gave
just know you can’t relate
and yet I’m so relate-able
you go from hating me to hating you
once you know what I’ve been through
and what’s to come, and what I’ve undone
the sacrifices made for what was promised
the lifestyle that was so dishonest

you fit me like a glove
you fill me with love
but you burn me like a match
still you are my perfect match
to be nothing more
than what you were before

you tear walls down and invade my mind
you consciousness occupies my time
each minute you are awake
is another second I take
to adore and explore you
our current state of friendship is so toxic
I lie about wanting to and trying to stop it
so we will continue the cycle til the end
I promise to be your unreliable friend
cause I can’t do what’s best for us
I can never give you up

I wipe your eyes, I keep you calm
but we both know it’s all wrong
your comfort in the storm belongs to someone else
I need to admit this to myself
but I won’t be convinced of a thing
until I see you wearing that ring
my heart’s sharpshooter, you depart sooner to avoid the hassle
but I’m not a problem easily resolved through travel
one day I will accept the fact I can’t have you
but I’ll continue to let you entertain me, I’m glad to
so we’ll stubbornly do this back and forth thing
damn well knowing, this is a battle no one wins
we were good friends from the beginning
to think it would be different, who are we kidding
you will always be what you’ve been before
the most special person I know, nothing more

Fire of Regret

so you fear a life with him

but still, you give in

you settle, racing against time

you tell yourself it’s fine

you could do worse

but its not what you wanted

hearing the cries from within

you are still haunted

by your own desires

polluting your own conscience

it is now a liar

 

You scream fire

its burning internally

you can’t spend eternity

thinking this is it

this is as good as it gets

burning with the fire of regret

 

a victim of your time

always living in a rush

can’t rewind when it gets rough

the damage is done

good deeds undone

they say he is not the one

you agree he is not the one

but you refuse to admit you’re wrong

because you have something to prove

trying to find the answer to, “who are you?”

 

you want something sophisticated

you had it, but replaced it

he wasn’t ideal enough

he was too real, called your bluff

made you see the value in life

but you feared the potential of being a wife

you wanted a bad boy

to party and pop bottles

to cheat on you with top models

to degrade and dismiss you

curse with the same lips that kiss you

ignoring all the warning signs

cause you’ve been committed all this time

refusing to acknowledge change is good

won’t leave even though you know you should

 

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